i'm stll not over the fact that someone got a mark higher for music essay than me :(

i guess i'm kinda okay with not being the 100th percentile for music (ha!) even though it's kinda a big deal(because i last-minuted music)

need to put in more time for music, esp practical which is in like a week's time?

mmm.and music people are going on a music outing (ha!) watching igorstrav's rite of spring. its kinda amazing to think that the premier of rite of spring caused a riot in paris.

yay!


want to hit 70 rank points pleaseeeeeee!

我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

HAPPY 18TH MOO! :)
glad you liked the card.
(i'm kinda rusty when it gets to card making :O )

6 years
i miss him more than ever
what's more depressing? that i did not treasure someone that loved me so much and let him go, or that i'm still not over him after all these years?
maybe i'm not trying hard enough, but after that secret night meetups and going to his house thing, i fall for him again, more.so much more
i miss him.and going to school with him every morning.and going to his house.and watching him draw.and him holding me so tight.and his eyes.and his baby don't go (ha!).and one thousand other small minute little things.

imperfect me.
perfect you.
do you remember us?

回忆是最可怕的敌人

if loving people is not easy at all then why do we want to love others all the time?
all these times i've seen people falling in and out of love, celebrating 1, 2, 3 years together, saying i-love-youforever kind of things all the time.but forever is a long long time.longer than 1, 2, 3 years of anniversary, longer than my 6 on-and-off years with m, longer than my parents' 20 years of marriage, long longer longest.
i'm always skeptical when it comes to forever, when it comes to i-love-you, because so many around me proved that their forever is not long enough, that time heals, and that love dies?
dreamt of m yst.
m m m
i wish you're mine.
forever

it feels really good to go to not-so-secret-favourite-place two days in a row, finding new awesome music every single time
won't ever get bored of that place :)
wanted to write soemthing really long, but that post will either be blabbings or all about m.
speaking of that, 27 sep is coming real sooooon :(
6 years a really really long time..

"很少人懂诗
很少人情痴"

1. over-listening 陶喆's 暗恋, which is a very nice (very)soft rock ballad :)
2. saw musicboy not-so-lookalike yst.hehe :)
3. going to my not so secret favourite place to blow wind and study. 2 more papers!! :)

可是谁也不能阻止我
我要暗恋你

“我怀疑我自己
所谓忘了你
只是在催眠自己”

"以为时间可以
像沙滩和潮汐
拭去回忆痕迹

我们如果不曾分离
我不会发现
最后回到原地还是最爱你

你是此生最美的风景
让我心碎却如此着迷"


爱你怎么会累？